Do it your way.

In school.

2010-11-07T13:45:00.003+08:00

You led me up the stairs,
Brought me into the toilet.
Are you wanting to tell me a secret?
You held my shoulders pulling me towards you.
Hey stop there're people!
You looked around and relaxed your grip.

You held my hands,
And you asked.
I like you too.

We went down the stairs.
One arm on your shoulder,
The other on the railings.
The smiles on our face.
That's my baby.
They stared at us.
Whispers and murmurs.

We went to the library.
I sat beside you in a single seat couch.
Fingers intertwined.
They glared at us.
Whispers and murmurs.

Scared,
I wrapped my hands around your arm.
I felt assured.
I love you.

Window on my right,
Raindrops hit my face.
Shut the window,
Pull up my blanket.
It was rainy and cold.

Stranded in the island of pillows and a sea of blanket.
Gone.

Long Weekend.

2010-08-10T00:23:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we just want to sit back and rest.
But can we?

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This 'uber long' weekend was kind of short. My saturday gone due to YOG. Well, sunday was well spent slacking but not to the extent that you can feel yourself recharge. hmph :| Monday was not bad at least I did chemistry and PW.. Okay enough rubbish. time to get on to what i came here to post.

Goals. Everyone has their goals. But sometimes this goal seems so far, so blurred and fuzzy. You think that it is impossible to achieve it. Your goal seems so easily attainable to others yet you can't reach it. What's the point of going on and pushing on so hard? To be in the rat race? I want to be a farmer, growing crops, feeding animals and selling. Earning just enough to feed myself and my love ones. But in Singapore, it's impossible. On a side note, Happy national day. :)

with love, Fred.

If you want to eat an orange, you'll have to peel it (or cut it).

2010-06-11T20:09:00.006+08:00

Absolutely. If you want to eat an orange, you'll have to do something to it. You don't expect it to do a sexy dance and strip itself naked so you can devour it without the rind. You have to peel it yourself. Sometimes, this tough fellow just doesn't want to give way. You can't find the right place to start. You found the right place but somehow your finger is just too fat to squeeze through and make a small hole for you to start peeling. Finally, the hole is big enough and you can peel. But the skin just doesn't come out in a whole, just bit by bit. You get all frustrated and take out a knife. You cut the orange.

But I have a tool to peel it.

See? There is many way to do a thing. Simple thing like eating an orange, you can peel it, cut it, peel it with a special orange-peeling tool, juice it, throw at your mum when you are angry, eat the whole orange with the rind on, anything. You can do anything. So yeah orange :)

MAD!

2010-04-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

I think I am going mad. Seriously, mad. I don't know why I have not been able to start doing my work, always distracted. And my mind, seems random. Really random. I am happy and sad at the same time. Eating non-stop recently too. Got disease... or worms in me. So frustrated, frustrated over what? I don't know, don't ask me. How? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!ps dfjaslkf asdjlfk;asjdfo;ahsdfouahwelkjflkasjdf aipos fdjasdlfm awk;ejr [oieqwfoiasjefoiajosifjqwe or jfvmwep[r.

Fun-O-Rama XX

2010-03-28T18:27:00.007+08:00

The Entertainer.

can you make him smile?

Behind a thick coat of face paint.
A character was born.
Artificial tears of blood,
The downcast eyes and the straight jacket.
I was an actor for a day.

Exhibiting a countenance of no expression,
The light of life was switched off in me momentarily.
I went into the character, my senior even thought that I "lost it."
Did I or did I not? Maybe.
I was not me.

Brought around with a leash around my neck.
A dog, a creature and mad.
My friend showcased me to the visitors.
Some found me "disgusting" while some found me "cool".
But it's my job, my duty and my responsibility to entertain. An act.

Visitors paid to have their photographs to be taken with me.
The freak.
Some of my friends could not recognise me.
Those who could, called me.
But I was not me.

Gave stares and stared at.
I was an exhibit to scare.
I was thought to be "the best that we have."
But I think all my friends were as good as I am.
I was just doing my job.

Finally, I removed my costumed
And washed the face paint away.
The character was washed away,
I resurfaced.
I am myself again.

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Anyways~ FOR was a GREAT DAY OF FUN :D! I totally loved the food provided at the Scones' Cafe :D Thank you Abi Nyam for being my manager! Thanks for the food and drinks that you provided :D Thanks! Thank you Hui Yi for the Chocolate ice cream you treat me when I was finished with my duty! Thank you my friends who visited Scones' Haunted Hospital! Thanks seniors for everything you did! Without you guys, we will be so lost! ( I think it's just me who was always lost -.-)

Cheers!

Wet Wet Day.

2010-03-20T17:15:00.002+08:00

Wet and cold weather.
But warm.

It is like a glove
Swathing the naked fingers.
Warmth.

The raindrops fell.
They fell.

Error.

2010-03-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

I am demanding.
I am ridiculous.
I am unlikeable.
I bite off more than I can chew.
I am selfish.

Damn myself.

Nice song :D

2010-02-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want to break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when your gone.
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want to break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Yeah, who I am.

ACJC ORIENATION'2010 !!!

2010-02-06T22:33:00.010+08:00

ACJC ORIENTATION ROCKS! :D

Orientation is over. ( sobs sobs D: ) It totally rocked! Thank you Student's Council of ACJC, and my Voda-Vandgo OG! :D Hmm.. okay I shall try to recall and blog about the Orientation'10 from day 1.

Day 1.
First day, so obviously we are introduced into this great school. The councillors were so very welcoming and warm! Then we assembled in the hall. Principals, teachers and staff of the school were introduced. We had introductory talks and speeches [ I forgot about the content-.-] Then the OGL's made an impactful entrance! THEY CHEERED AND DANCE!! SO NICE! UNDESCRIBABLE~ Then we were split into our OG's, okay then there was ice breaking games.. Introduced and yeah ... Oh and my OG is Vandgo and we are from Clan Voda! Vandgo = Wei Ling + Francis + Ming Huan + Alfred(i.e. myself) + Andrew + Avanti + Tze Jin + Chloe + Esther + Kaiying + Joyce + Karthik + Becker + Marylyn + Maurice + Priya + Rachel + Rebekah + Shawn + Sze Chew + Yun Li + Thomas + Michelle !
Then we played some games~ then MASS RALLY~ er FINISH! :D

Vandgo! :D

Day 2.
Games? Cheers? learning of mass dance? Introductory lectures?
-I FORGOT!-

Day 3.
Same as Day 2.

Day 4.
IT IS A WHOLE DAY OF GAMES~~!!!!~~!~!~!~!!!!!!!!
Got wet and muddy at the end of the day~ The last game we played was the Army Crawl! It is the craziest game I have ever played. What you have to do is to crawl through a mud pit and get splashed with muddy water. LOL sounds simple but it was really disgusting to crawl through all that goop...

Day 5.
We had games! And CCA exibition~~~ It is the last day of games~ D:

Day 6.
Ultimate boring day ... Went for talks and subject registration zzzzz...

Day 7.
Ultimately boring day too because there were loads of talk from morning til the afternoon but but but BUT IT WAS A NIGHT OF INSANITY AND FUN! It was the camp fire night without the fire O____O okay skip that. [Because we had it in the hall you see~ ] Cheered together with Vandgo for the last day as an OG. I really screamed my lungs out, really! Then AC dance and ACSian Theatre performed for us :D They were really impressive! Then we had MASS DANCE AND COUPLES' DANCE! It was awesome fun la! Then the MRC just spammed music and the hall became a dance floor! WE DANCED AND FORMED HUMAN TRAINS! :D :D :D We shook hall to the verge of collapse! HAHA~ Then everyone got high, even he got high too and he can't go back to the state of being normal for quite a long period of time :P

ORIENTATION ROCKS!
Thank you Vandgo for giving me such a great time! All of us will stay in contact okay! Love you guys! Hope that you will all be healthy and happy forever! See you people around in school! And~ May our OGL's Wei Ling, Francis and Ming Huan get REALLY IMPRESSIVE, PERFECT AND AWESOME straight A's for their 'A' Levels this year~ All the best!

Outings :D Now I am a piece of walking charcoal !

2010-01-22T15:38:00.006+08:00

Yes readers! I am tanned now :D LOL! Thanks to the 2 outings - to East Coast Park with the 201 people and Sentosa with the PEOPLES [ we are from different classes! ]

20 January: East Coast Park

It was a really great day out with my beloved 201-ZiOBaNgeRs ! We went to East Coast Park for a picnic. We went to cycle and rollerblade too! I rollerbladed ( is there such a word? ) and I fell! LMFAO~ The stupid knee guard is useless.. I got bruised above and below the knee -o- how marvellous? This is my second official time rollerblading, because I rollerbladed a few times but they were just short moments of walking-with-the-skates-on ... Then, poor Bing Cai had to drag me along while he was cycling! It was like when I became tired I would just hold on to him and he had to continue to cycle! LOL~ Bet he was really tired :P Anyway, THIS OUTING WAS A TOTAL SUCCESS, THANKS TO TIFFANY THE CAT! Thank you cat!

201-ZioBangers~

The Asshole Daidi People!

Oh no! Kena caught redhanded on Tiffany's camera! LOL, kidding la :D

[From the foreground] Isabella, Tiffany, Bing Cai and I waiting for the sun to set! ( Look at how beautifully my hair is styled by the wind! :D )

The giant glowing orange!!

21 January: Sentosa

Went to Sentosa the next day! And I was toasted! LOL~ Zhao Kai, Jian Wei and Elton made really cute sandpeople ! :D Haha we played volleyball, frisbee and boomerang O____O there. It was fun to be with BP people seriously :D We laughed, we joked, we swam and we ran in the RAIN! RAWR! Why is it that whenever we go to Sentosa, it will rain! Then we had our dinner at SuperDog~~ Tell you a secret! Zhao Kai likes to eat bacon~ LOL okay that's really random!

So cute right! xD

Happenings!

2010-01-16T17:31:00.002+08:00

Wooh! Sooooo many things happened recently! All good stuff~ Okay first I got good results! Then i decided to go ACJC! LOL and I CLEARED MY ROOM TODAY! RAWR! like oh-so-finally? Yay now my room is really neat and tidy! :D Oh my striker in maplestory just got to level 50! :D Went out with the M1 people to sentosa the day before, and got a whhe bit tanned. :D Enjoying the tan ~~ Okay folks see ya!

(my posts are short!) :P

O levels RESULTS!

2010-01-11T21:14:00.001+08:00

It was like hell when waiting for it. They toyed with me!!! It was like they showed names in sequence of P classes to L then M then T for 5A1s to 7A1s. Then for the 8A1s they showed T first. Then I thought my hopes were dashed.. Then my name appeared! Yay! Thank you all my beloved teachers and friends who taught me so much! It is the support you gave me that I can get such results! Thank you all!!!!! :D :D :D

PONG'S belated Birthday!

2010-01-11T21:11:00.006+08:00

LOL HAPPY BIRTHDAY PONGY~
I HOPE THAT U WILL ALWAYS BE PRETTY! AND FOR THE RESULTS THEY ARE OUT! YOURS ARE GOOD TOO!! DUN WORRY MUCH!

Chalet!

2010-01-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hey readers! Back from chalet today! Haha~ I learned how to rollerblade :D I feels o accomplished. But i kept falling down~~ Chalet was all about gambling for them. Thank goodness I don't touch poker cards lol! So we played, ate and did not sleep~

okay short post! I am too scared to think~~ O levels results tomorrow! RAWR! All the best to our batch!

Froggy had a bubble bath :D

2010-01-06T14:31:00.005+08:00

Hey readers! Yesterday was Hazel's 17th birthday, Happy Birthday! Qi Qi, Bing Cai and I celebrated for her at Pizza Hut :D Then, we went to take some neoprints. We made the neoprints so absolutely hilarious! Haha~ Shall wait for Qi Qi to upload the photos :D

This morning, I played badminton with Brina, Eng Kiat, Jasvin, Zhao Kai, Kian Cheong, Joel, Kuan Yao, Jie Wei and Jian Wei. Then, Qi Xiang joined us after that for lunch. A long time since I played badminton properly. :D

I just came back home.

and ...

I gave Froggy a bath :D Hahahaha! He bathes once every year~ lol!

Now, he looks cleaner and smells better (:

LOVE

2010-01-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

I love my family :D
This photo is taken when we went to send my dad off. D: He is going to China to work. Miss you daddy~

2010- New Year, New Challenges :)

2010-01-01T03:54:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year to all of you readers :D May all your wishes and resolutions come true ~

Here I am blogging after the Countdown@Esplanade that I went with Jovine. We were practically squished by the th/r/ong [ lol, private joke ] of people. Haha! The fireworks were oh-so-fabulous! Then, I chatted with Jovine on the way home ~ It is always the best to chat with her. Okay, now I shall list down my resolutions.

Resolution 2010
#1 Be a better Alfred!
Reason: I found that I had been a really naughty Alfred for the past few years.

#2 Finish my Fitness target that I never got to finish in 2009.
Reason: Healthy luh...

#3 Nurture a better temper.
Reason: I realised that my temper had gotten worse as I grew older.

#4 Cut off or at least blunt that caustic tongue of mine.
Reason: Words hurt. Seriously.

#5 Stop procrastinating.
Reason: Lazyass I am ;)

#6 Be Happy and bubbly always (or as before)!
Reason: A few friends said that I have become less lively. Really?

#7 Be more sensitive and sensible.
Reason: I am insensitive and insensible!

#8 Learn a new skill/language.
Reason: Just for the fun of it :D

#9 Get good results again.
Reason: So that my Mummy will be happy. (what a reason!)

#10 Be more confident!
Reason: My courage seemed to have shrunk. [ The older you are the more self-conscious you are, hence the greater the fear of making mistake, therefore the more you don't want to be embarrassed, then the larger the fear of this and afraid of that, hence more timid! ]

Okay 10 resolutions will do! Hope I will SUCCEED! :D
Happy New 2010~ Byes!

BBQ :D :D

2009-12-25T01:52:00.001+08:00

I had a BBQ with my primary 6 class :D Can you believe it? After 4 years ? Haha. It is nice to spend my Christmas Eve with you folks :D You gave me such an enjoyable time ~
Merry Christmas to all! Okay. Nothing more to post. lol......

"The greatest and the only mistake that God made -- creating humans." Anyone agree with me?

GUESS?

2009-12-14T15:21:00.003+08:00

Hello readers! I had worked from Friday to Saturday at a Guess boutique! I can say that it is really interesting to work at a clothes shop. ;) Seriously, I think that Singapore's service really sucks. LOL. Even I think I am sucky at serving people! Nevermind! I shall do better from this coming Friday onwards :D

Oh no! It's just roughly one more month and the results will be out. OH NO!

okay, bye :D

1st Kickboxing lesson!

2009-12-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

Oh My Gosh! It was so intense! And Fun! Haha! I just had my first kickboxing ( cum aerobic (?) + dance(?) ) lesson. It is like you box and kick to the music! LOL. Tiring~ But it is still very fun! The instructor was so humorous, LOL! I think i will have muscle ache~~ Okay, off to bathe! Then I shall start baking my cookies :D

Bye!

10 km Standard Chartered Run

2009-12-06T15:55:00.004+08:00

Hey readers! I survived the 10km run! :D My legs didn't break. But my butt is now aching. LOL. I took about 1hour and 15minutes (?) to finish the 10 km :D I am so happy :D I wanna do it again next year :D Anyone wanna join me :D??

Yesterday, I went out with the M1 people + other people, again! We went to East Coast park to cycle. They cycled but i did not. I sat at the beach and sketched 2 coconut trees :D Haha. Nothing much to update! Just to tell you i am ALIVE!

Bye Bye :D

Hello, I am not dead yet :D

2009-12-04T20:03:00.005+08:00

Hey readers! It was a rather long time since I blogged. It was a fun week :D Firstly, I got my pay :D :D :D! But i am still in debt lol~ Yesterday, I went swimming with Bobby, Joel, Elton, Hongliang, Taylor, Chinboon, Zhaokai, Samuel, and Minghui :D. It was so funny. At first, we were denied access to the condominium because the security guard said, " only residents are allowed to swim here." Then we called the tenant ( Bob's parents rented their unit to them ) to bring us in! Haha, so hilarious. Swam, then it started to rain. Then we squeezed into the puny sauna room! And was cooked alive :D hahaha! Then, after a while, we went for dinner at KFC [ I ate my lunch and dinner at KFC D: ]. And then we went to LAN shop and played for a short while. I was a total noobie ~.~

-Skip, Hop, Jump over the insignificant events-

And the day ends :D LOL!

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HOLD ON!

I played Maplestory ( yes it is pretty childish ) until pretty late in the night < or morning! > and phoned Jovine! Chatted until 4? Haha, It's been such a long time that we chatted on phone for so long. Then, I went to bed at 4am++ and crawled out at 2pm today! X___X

Okay, I shall end here! Bye bye lovely readers~ ! :D

You are still in China! Miss ya ! :D

I love you.

2009-11-29T11:31:00.002+08:00

You are my love. It is fate that brought us together. I pledge my allegiance to you. And you shall too. It was yesterday, 28 11 2009, that we are brought together. I promise to love you till eternity ends. I love you Ipod Touch :D :D :D :D :D <3 <3 <3 !!!

I so love My IpodTouch !

Prom Night 2009

2009-11-25T13:22:00.004+08:00

Prom Night was officially over! A fantastic evening spent with my schoolmates. Hairdoes, make-ups dresses, vests, blazers, etc. are the things that made all of us look absolutely different. Babes and hunks are the only people found at Raffles Town Club, the Prom venue, that night! I have really enjoyed myself. The food, emcee, DANCING, loud music and the lucky draw prize :D

Thank you so much for the Prom! Thank you organizing commitee and the school! And also everyone who made it so successful :D

With Yanping xD

With Jovine, and yes she is hot :D :D

With Prom Queen and Miss Best Smile :D Pretty aye?

With Janelle! Sexaye~~

With Tiger :D

1st Day at Work.

2009-11-16T19:30:00.004+08:00

" It whirred. This damned machine let out a grumble the moment it swallowed some white sheets. It was the hungriest thing I have ever seen - it never stopped eating as long as I was there. I, as a humble servant of this thing, was slaved to serve up stacks of white paper to the gigantic mouth of this machine. It ate. It ate. And It ate again. This picky darn machine only wanted its food served with the embellishments faced up, whines when it had a sheet stuck within a crevice in its gaping mouth and regurgitates double the sheets it ate. How odd.

For for eight hours, I was tortured for what it seemed an eternity. My legs were aching ( as you can see I am not allowed to sit as the place was too small, hence no chair for me ), my shoulders were aching, and even my arse hurted. The dementing chore of manipulating sheets of paper to and fro this monster was giving me a mental breakdown. I stole frequent glances at my ever-slowly ticking watch. After the eternity, I was finally liberated. It was appeased. "

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Haha, an exageration of my first day at work. Basically, I just photocopied tax invoices. Not a few sheets of them but 3 stacks. I used up 2 boxes, yes boxes not packets, of white paper. Oh trees, I am so sorry! Pretty boring, but nevertheless, I need the friggin' money!!! One more day (tomorrow) of "feeding" this machine and I will be somewhere else doing something more interesting.

Alrighty~ Bye bye~

The O levels are over!

2009-11-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

Yes, as the title says; the O levels are finally over.
It is over. So what am I supposed to do next? Well, I believe I will be making full use of this holiday. No more hardcore gaming until 4 a.m. like the holidays of the previous years. I will do something meaningful, I hope.

First up, shopping for prom clothes :D (and other clothes). I seriously need a wardrobe change, don't I, Jovine ;) ? Next, I am going to exercise. I totally need to trim the flabs away :O! Then, I need a job :) I need money for clothes, camera, new phone, presents ...(and the list goes on). Then maybe pick up a new hobby?? Okay that's all I will do for now.

A piece of truth from Jade's Facebook note (:

2009-11-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings
but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We
spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger
houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have
more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more
experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too
tired, read too little, watch TV too much , and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk
too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years
to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and
back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We
conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things,
but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the
atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan
more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We
build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies
than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and
small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are
the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken
homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway
morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do
everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is
much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when
technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can
choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not
going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe,
because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is
the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a
cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones,
but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it
comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person
will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the
precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the
moments that take our breath away.

From: George Carlin

Saw this on my friend's facebook note. I found it very meaningful so I thought I would just like to share :D

Life is Wonderful - Jason Mraz

2009-11-11T02:31:00.000+08:00

"Life Is Wonderful"
by: Jason Mraz

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

HIATUS

2009-09-03T17:42:00.002+08:00

Prelims results is okay. Haha, ask me if u are curious~ LOL.

on HIATUS! (from 4th sept to 13th nov)

Babysit!

2009-08-30T19:30:00.004+08:00

Today is sunday and its a great day!
My sister and I babysat our 2 nephews.
Brought them to eat dim sum at my dad's restaurant in the afternoon.
Then we went to lot 1's rooftop garden :D
Kinda small but i think my nephews enjoyed it pretty much.
Then we went to arcade. They like arcade too X___x
The elder nephew is more obedient! He is satisfied with all the games and such but his lil brother kept wanting more :O
Can't wait to see them grow up and see what they have become :/
Kind of funny haha.
Time flies past quickly, yeah?
Cherish everything before everything zooms by.

Fool. I am an error of Nature.

Got back prelims! and movie :D

2009-08-28T22:13:00.005+08:00

Wooh exams ended yesterday! ( this sentence sounds funny..)
Today got back double math, not very bad but not very good .
Then got some talk by a scholar on how to get scholarship by acing the interview.
Pretty useful in reinforcing what i have already known..

After school, went to yew tee point with Bing Cai, Prat and Hui Ping to eat at LJS.
Kinda silly to travel to yewtee then travel back to lot 1 to catch a movie.
Watched The Proposal.
Cute and funny show but a weak plot.
I like the dog the most :D Kevin!
And the Granny Amy the second :D for faking the heart attack haha~
Okay better not spoil the show :D
I want to watch more movies but i have no money and no time.
Time is limited as O levels are coming D:
how how?
Haha, i shall start to make a final dash soon.
See me change. See me grow. See me fly.

My world is falling apart yet it appears perfectly fine. Facade? Illusion? My heart is going blind. My mind is going numb. I can't. I am stuck in this pool of murky confusion again. Drowning yet trying to kick, I am starting to lose my goal, my strength, myself. Why?

The case of the missing eyeball.

2009-08-19T20:56:00.002+08:00

The Case of the Missing Eyeball.

No one knows where it rolled to,
For it only one knows whom it belongs to.
Was it under my chair,
His table
Or tangled in her tied-up hair?

Eyeball O'Eyeball,
Where have you rolled to?
Were you in my bowl of cereal with milk?
Or in Fluffy's kennel?
Or maybe, just maybe,
Roll'd down the fuddywuddiwoogilyfoogillie drainage channel!

Oh sorry Eyeball!
I apologise for the ill-treat
And neglect.
Please come back, come back!
(Man was so angry that his veins around are pulsating,
Green to dark purple.)

Pop,
Off the other follows.

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Got back Chinese O'lvl results!
Very Happy!
A1~~
Now in the midst of prelim.
Physics, english and SS died.
lol.

Oh gosh! The boredom!!

2009-07-21T15:59:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh! The boredom. I detest e-learning as it will definitely result in a total fiasco. People with minimal self-discipline would not benefit from what is meant to be a self-study using the modern technology. I absolutely abhor E-learning. With the flood of online assignments, it simply turns you off even before you see the impending doom. [ What irony! ] Put my head on the guillotine! I would rather die than to do e-learning again! ( or maybe not at second thought, in reminiscenes of the potpourri of computer games to indulge in instead of slogging over the dreaded E-assignments D: )

In short, I do not like e-learning D:

However, as I've recently caught wind of the approaching Prelims, I would have to pull up my socks, pants, shoes , shoelaces or whatsoever. The Prelims would be the last of the very last to prove my worth in the field of secondary academics before the major confrontation with the real THING! [ O levels if you really want to know .. ] Prelims o' prelims! Wish myself all the very best in any endeavours to plummet into the ocean of books to indulge in the wealth of knowledge. Not to forget the frequent use of the grey matter up there to hone the sword of wisdom. May the shield of knowledge and the sword of wisdom be crafted out of sheer will! Slay the devil of exams!

Time flies...

2009-06-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

Time flies..
2 more days and back to school.
Loads of homework undone.( still planning whether to do or not)
This holiday had been too short!
Barely rested enough!
But i think it should be enough. ( lol the contradict.)

Okay. planned to do as much remaining as possible according to priority.
The remaining?
Shall wait til the teacher starts asking for it :D
if not it will be undone for "n" years.
okay. maybe do after all my revision are done?
(around 1 week before O starts bah)
Talking about 'O' lvls.
Time really flies!!
3 or 4 more months and i will be with a real different batch of people.
Will We have fun?
Will they be friendly or hostile to me?
Will they despise me because i am from a neighbourhood school?
Most importantly, will i get my 8 A1s when all the while i had been slacking while other ppl mia-ing during the june holidays??
Should i tie a "gambateh!!" ribbon on my forehead to make me motivated?
WAit a minute.
Where did all my motivation go?
Last year i was more hardworking than this year.
and this year i have O lvls.
Strange.
No feeling of urgency yet.
Why?
Someone help?
push me kick me do whatever you want to make me study.
I WANT TO STUDY! [ why did these words come out of my tapping fingers?]
hmm..
Okay. When school reopens,
I SHALL STUDY LIKE A MAD BULL!
YOU WILL SEE ME HUGGING BOOKS TO SLEEP!
CALL ME A MUGGER!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no more computer when school reopens.
See you people!

p.s. hence there will be even lesser update.
p.s.s perhaps once in a purple moon? Blue+red=purple. Hence less probability of striking. Get it? :D

BBQ <3

2009-06-25T13:33:00.002+08:00

BBQ~ with my lovely class 4m1 yesterday!
It was so fun!! :D
The food was great!
Thank you people!
Thank you xue yun for booking the pit!
Thank you qi xiang for organizing this whole thing!
Thank you Jie Wei, Janelle, Jasmin, Pearlynn, SuSu, ChangRong, Jian wei, ZhaoKai (and more but i forgot! Sorry!) for preparing the food!
So fun!!!
Next time organize more !
:D

p.s. My beautiful carpet grass! :D

Last week

2009-06-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

AH! The last week of holidays!!
Didnt do much homework but i believed i have had enuf rest :D
Went to Hort park at Marina on sunday~ Nth much to see just plants.
Saw Kah Eng there, See how SMALL the world is!
Baked cakes for my Godfather and Daddy :D
Hope they like it :D
[but both cakes were real ugly. so no pics :D]

Went shopping with Jie wei Janelle Pearlynn Susu ChangRong and JianWei today!
Went to giant to buy bbq stuff tmr~! So looking forward to it! FOOOOOD!

p.s. Shaved my head :D okay not really shaved but really short :D
like it a lot because i dont need to style it. hence, less time to make my physical appearance pretty and more time to make my inner self pretty :D
love IT!

Baked~

2009-06-11T22:28:00.005+08:00

Long time no post.
Since i had been rotting at home playing Maplestory..
haha. Retard playing a retard game :D
This morning, I played badminton with Yanping, Jun Wei, Brandon, Engkiat, Dexter, Zhaokai, Xueyun, Anna, Chang Rong and my sister (-.-) ~
So tiring~ [ can burn calories :D ]

Now i am packing calories ( for other people xP )
I baked!
Chocolate cupcakes this time~
Look like turd though. lols.
Hope it doesn't taste like turd :D

Oh gosh really look like dung =.= ..
Shall make nicer designs next time :D!

Reply to tag:

yanping(: : Nope. no more shows D:~ Maybe going vivo to watch tmr~ shun bian go bring my dumb phone for repair..

Holiday.

2009-06-09T14:36:00.002+08:00

The holiday officially starts~ WooHoo~
Finally, there is no need to go to school :D
BUT!
I still need to polish up my academic work~
All the best!

Finally, i can do the things i want :D

Yesterday, it was the end of term bash.
We went to Lido to catch Night at the Museum 2.
Funny~ Haha but you should watch 1 then watch 2 or u might be confused :S

Okay. Lets all enjoy the holiday!

ISP

2009-06-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

Intensive Studying(?) Programme, ISP is boring..
The lessons are so draggy and making me falling asleep...
Anyway, we did bio SPA today using the datalogger.
LOL high-tech eh? but it's boring too. -.-

My retarded phone is gonna spoil~
Most of the functional buttons dont work! RAWR!
Feel like throwing it out of the window..
Shall bring it to the repairs soon. Soon...

ISP please end yourself swiftly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!

Replies to tags:

Yanping: LOL dunno~
Ruizhi: Linked!
tOMMY: Thanks loads!
Sandy: Thanks~But i think i will buy it myself :D but i not sure mum let me keep it or not. Money is important. Because i can buy nice clothes! LOL. But i want earn 'em myself next time~ But of course there are more important stuff, thats why money is at the last of the wishlist :D~

Happy Birthday Yanping~

2009-06-02T00:01:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday YANPING!!
16 aye? So old~ LOL.
May all your wishes come true.
[And may your crush like you back!]

Wish that you will stay pretty and happy always~
Happy 16th Birthday!

Its over~

2009-06-01T17:22:00.002+08:00

YAY!
NO MORE CHINESE! (lets assume i get an A1)
YAY!
WOOOHH~

LOLS. Hey for my good results. ( common test 1 and 2 )
Can i have a wish?
I want a guinea pig. LOL~
please~

Totally in love.

O chinese~

2009-05-31T15:39:00.002+08:00

Ate dimsum for breakfast.
And i am still full now!
Studying for chinese now.
临时抱佛脚，小心被佛踹。
LOL. Kidding~
Hope i can score my first A1!
加油，加油，加油！
LOL!

Boring day

2009-05-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Nothing Special happened recently.
Everything was just so boring~~
Got back report book, results sucked.
Found conversation with Mr. Seow amusing.
LOL.

anyway~
I WANT A GUINEA PIG! RAWR!
GIVE ME ONE! PLEASE~

lol i want a guinea pig. Period.

It felt so wrong. It felt so right. /:

English mid year

2009-05-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

Died.
My english just passed away.
I was the murderer.
I wrote rubbish for paper one..
Nevermind. Good riddance!
LOL.

okay...
i am so bored.
Shall post a pic~
Dont laugh.

:D:D:D:D:D:D

yay at myself!

"No one ever loves you more than yourself."
“You could search the world over and never find anyone more deserving of your love than yourself.”
Nice quotes eh? Learn these and live happily :D

Breathe

2009-05-23T14:01:00.002+08:00

Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Not sure if I am sad, happy or angry.

Dreams.

2009-05-21T20:59:00.006+08:00

I dreamt.
Thrice.
They were a series of related events.
With you and I as the main characters.
It was nice.
You are different.
You are nice.
You did something that you will never do in real life.
I am the same.
Weird.
But nice serial dreams.
Like watching movie.
A Love Movie.
Wow.

okay. Maybe its me who is the weird one..

/edit/ Dreams are the inverse of the reality.

Boring~

2009-05-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

What a boring day today...
It is the usual lessons and blah blah.
D: Very siannnn....
Will study like crazy in june!
Lol. now recharge a bit first. :D

Bought Fearless - Taylor Swift.
Not bad eh~
Oh it is going to rain soon.
And I feel like that too.
Suffocated. Stuck. Lost. D:
Everything is too late now.
Cherish everything you have now before they are gone~!

...

Got back all my results for CT2~

2009-05-19T18:00:00.003+08:00

As promised, the results slip:

English :20/30 (66.7%) B3
Chinese :132/200 (66%) B3
E.math :36/40 (90%) A1
A.math :35/40 (87.5%) A1
Physics :30/40 (75%) A1
Chemistry:34.5/40 (86.3%) A1
Biology :35.5/40 (88.8%) A1
Comb.Hums:30/50 (60%) B4
-S.Studies[12/25]
-E.lit [18/25]

L1R5=11
total: 620.6/800
Percentage:77.58%

Not bad uh?
Improved from the previous CT! :D
Shall continue to improve~
All the best!
Especially for chinese!
'O' level Chinese on 1st June!
All the best to all Express Chinese Students~ :D

Should i?

2009-05-18T22:11:00.007+08:00

Got back some random results.
Shall post after i got all the results back :D

I ran 8km(20 rounds of the track) today!
I took around 1 hour and 7 minutes! So slow~
Oh my god!!
LOL. My legs and butt are aching... D:

Hmm... Pondering. Should I or should I not?

Weekend after CT2.

2009-05-17T14:36:00.004+08:00

Saturday:
I went shopping yesterday with my cousins.
And i bought a nice pair of sports shoe!
Wow, my first pair of proper sports shoe..
Shanice went to make new spectacles. Haha.
Nice!
Then went to my Godma's house to have dinner (:
Ate rice and KFC. LOL. Fats!

Cousin Sandy, Me and Cousin Shanice.

My beloved pair of shoes! (:

Sunday:
Went to gym in the morning with Yanping and JunWei.
Then we were doing stupid things there and welcomed loads of inquisitive stares.
LOL.
Then lunched at Lot 1 subway with sis n jw.
And bought Brandon's birthday presents!
Happy Birthday in advance!
Ahh..
Now i don't know how am i gonna spend the rest of today.
Bored!

p.s. Had a bad dream last night! please don't happen in reality! Please!!
p.s.s. Had an inverse dream of the bad dream last night the night before. This one can happen! LOL.

I opened a blog!

2009-05-15T18:38:00.001+08:00

Hello.
I reopened a blog.

The past is erased.
Here, lets all welcome the future!
Every beautiful moments will be recorded.
Remorseful ones are not forgotten too.
Excitement, happiness, resentment, melancholy ...

All the others will definitely be here.
Let the memory stay!
Let the marks live on!

Rest assured that I will not defame.
Everyone is equal, is what i say.
All i want is to tell a story.
Day one, day two to day (undefined)..
Every week(if not more),
Read, read! Come to read!
Sure you will! Wouldn't you?

-Alfred.